Well…I love the blog tag because I get to share all of the inner stuff about me that does not really mean anything to anyone but me. In short, its all about me!
This is even more exciting because the super sexy Lady Julia, one of the softest, strongest women I have ever encountered (yes…I have double DD sized respect for this woman!), tagged The Mint Tinted Vanilla one and myself. Wait…just one moment…let me enjoy that visual. Join me! I dont mind sharing the love.
And then…Mint Tinted Vanilla tagged me also to express three “non-unaltruistic” wishes. Wow…three wishes. Of my very own? I am going to just overcome my natural Gemini need to think everything all the way through and go with the flow of answering after a short series of adult beverages. 8)
So…here is goes…My Sexy Three Wishes:
- I wish that I could get past the erotic block that I have when I write literotica. I wish it were as easy for me to write erotic materials that it is for me to write blogs. Because I am so visual and the images are so strong…but I get in my own way instead of just letting it flow. It is a total control issue.
- I wish that I could dedicate the time I need to finishing my book. But, if it is finished, then I have to do something with it. I have to find a publisher, get other peoples input, and put myself out in the world for review. I know that I just have to decide that I am ready. It is a total fear issue.
- I wish that I could willing accept people into my life without questioning their motives or reasons for wanting to be apart of my life. I would love to have the freedom to accept people without the built in childhood defense mechanism of an abusive household that watches everyone speculatively for moments when they are going to leave…because they always leave right? It is a total trust issue.
But…here is one wish that I have made come true. I wanted to be able to invest in the people I loved enough to tell them that I love them. I wished to be able to stand before someone who was important to me and risk my heart enough to tell them that I love them. Knowing…they might laugh or run or …worse…not understand at all.
It was a total control issue…a total fear issue…a total trust issue.
You see, I was able to make that wish come true. And, if you notice every single wish above says “I wish that I could.” That is because everything that I wish for myself is easy to achieve when I decide that I want it. Because that is the truest road to making my wishes come true resides with my control, my fear, and my trust.
Oh yes, there is hope for me and my three wishes yet! What are your three wishes? ~~Dee
Julia commands me (I know she would love to hear me say so!) to pick five people to tag, so here we go: CinnKitty, Princess of the Universe, Jen, That Girl, Finn, Teri, and MissM. I know…that is seven, but I do love these ladies! Tag Ladies…you are it….3 Wishes!